ping's to do list

Places I want to go REAL SOON!! :P
1) Rome
2) Milan
3)Moscow
4) Tokyo
5)AMSTERDAMMMMM WOOT!
6) New York
AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH just realised I left my pants in the washing machine for too long! gtg!

heartbreaker!!!

Okok this post has totally nothin to do with aheartbreaks, just that Will.I.Am's Heartbreaker is blasting on my laptop frm Youtube now!!
M in a fantastic mood, Sam and I are goin to go out with the boys to Clarke Quay, WOOOOT!! I m excitedddd!!
I really need to go shoppin soon, I m running out of new goin-out dresses to wear!!!
We are goin to head to the beach tomorrow with Rach , we are FINALLY goin to rollerblade!!!

ok remain composure, I have just decided today that from now on; I m going to be COMPOSED, Sophisticated.. and umm.. yea.
Gotta run, time to dress up!!

buses and trains

"People need to work at learning how to live because life is so quick, and sometimes it goes away to quickly.."

Just a lil something I read from The Life and Death of Andy Warhol awhile back while I was still in Monash. It made me think of Aunt Ai Boon, and how she's currently doing. Spoke to Mum today, and she told me to be prepared, because Aunt Ai Boon could pass on any time. I am glad that mum is telling me everything that is happening back home, but to be honest, the truth really scares me.


So I guess that's really how simple life is. You live, and while you re still alive, Do as much possible , everything and anything you want to; because all too soon, life ends. Morbid? Guess not, I m just realistic.

wet nails, photos and spore

My block, just right next to the mall, and on a nice sunny day :)

Olaaa! I 'm veryyyyy exhausted but I can't go to sleep just yet, I am still waiting for my nails to dry. Arghh. If only we could paint our nails, and it could dry in a second, no smudges no waiting, and no chips as well!!
Anyways , here are some photos I have taken over the past few weeks, since I ve got to Spore. Enjoy!

Sam and I at the back of Shaz's car :S

You re a STAR!!

Anyways, got home early today (Weeeeeeee!!!) , and since it was still BRIGHT and Sunny, and plus for the fact that sam and i were a teensy homesick (actually doggy/cat sick to be exact), so we went for a walk round simei neighbourhood. We made friends with this lady who was walking her two dogs!!! I miss my babies so much . I think that's how mothers feel when they're separated from their children, like a huge part of their soul is missing.

THat's exactly how I feel without Sugarbun and Muffin, and I dont feel quite so complete without them.

Btw..Sam and I decided to volunteer our weekends at SPCA , starting this Sunday!!I m excited!!!



Hmmm I actually logged in just, all gung ho bout writing a really good entry, something juicy perhaps instead of my usual touch-and-go type of entries, but I'm quite distracted with my ANTM AUs on my you tube !! Plus, I think its hard to write when I'm actually feeling happy. Same reason why most artists produce their best masterpieces when they're going thru a rough patch, or a heartache. I guess I can only write when I m depressed!! Hope all s great back home, and with everyone, big kiss!
xxx

Friday the 13th, June 2008

Friday June 13, 22.21 hours

Over the past few days I’ve come to realize my greatest fear; loneliness. I have always thought that I am a pretty independent person. I mean, I have gone to Europe myself, I shop alone at times, I am not even afraid of driving home alone late at night. Yet, coming here to Singapore, over the past few days, I realize that I really need to constantly be around people to be happy. I find myself getting really nervous when I am alone, and I really do wonder where have my strength gone? I must say that I used to be a lot more stronger when I was in high school; perhaps it was my lack of friends at school that taught me to be strong for myself.

So here I am now, Friday night, 2229 hours alone in room 0835, Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel, Singapore. Sam’s upstairs with her family (they’ve come down for the weekend weeee !). No, she didn’t ditch me, I chose to stay downstairs myself, I think its HIGH TIME that I start growing out of this ‘I am scared of Loneliness’ nonsense. I know I can be a lot braver, and a lot stronger, I just need to find my strength, that ‘s all. I have the TV on for company (Supernatural’s on) and my good old Nokia by my side. I am very tempted to pick up the phone and call anyone just to chat !

Ohhh wait! Sam’s back!! Gonna chat with her now, will try to blog more, miss ya’ll.

Big kisses,ping

Chapter One: Packing

I have always wanted to be an actress all my life while growing up. In a way now, packing my things for Singapore and getting ready to start a new chapter of my life; I DO feel like an actress in my own life, me starring myself. I am really excited for I chose this myself, and I'll really be living my dreams; going places, to see and be seen, meeting people, picking up foreign languages...! Seeing Xanthus and Mark's restaurant last night inspired me really, and I realize how important it is to go all out; 110% for what you want in life. I am going to do just that too, I promise. I wonder where I'll be next year this time!

Anyways gotta run, I've still a million things to clear/ plus things to buy on my checklist :
1) Stockings
2) Logbook
3) Mascara
4) Eye lash glue
5) underwear
6) dinner with the girls
7) clubbing with Cynthia
8) hang out with Ben
9) Buy gut sensitive dog food for Sugarbun
10) replace Muffin's ball
11) shampoo+conditioner
12) PACKKKKK!!! (for real.)
13)mask hair